Hi . I'm sorry to hear about your Fiancé. Traveling this path can be challenging enough; bearing the burden of a loved one's death doesn't make it any easier.
So many of us here in this community understand what that is like. I lost my first partner to AIDS 30 years ago, and I thought I would never be with someone again, but it turned out I was wrong.
I want to share one of my favorite discussions about relationships from HIV.net. I hope it speaks to you.
https://h-i-v.net/video/love-after-seroconverting
Take care, and let us know how you are doing!
Robert Brunet - (Team Member)