HIV paranoia

Hey to you all.

I had protected sex with a woman (ONS with a foreigner girl) with unprotected oral.

After some days I had a fungal infection in the groin area but before I went to the dermatologist, after getting ‘assistant’ from Google i ‘diagnosed’ my self with herpes, syphilis, chlamydia etc.

After the correct diagnosis from the dermatologist, it stacked in my mind that I was in danger from HIV after the unprotected oral I was given.

You wont believe what an expert I became in HIV diagnosis in the days forwards.

I was waking and sleeping and in my mind I was infected with HIV. That ate me alive, believe me.

So, in the day 23 to 24, I went and had a HIV rapid test which was negative. The people there told me that after 3 weeks, with the test I had I didn’t have to worry anymore.

But guess what. For the next 3-4 hours I was relaxed, but then the HIV terror kicked in again.

As I read in countless websites, it’s a good sign that I was tested negative after nearly 24 days with HIV rapid test, but the window was still open.

So at the day 27 to 28 from the exposure, I went and had a 4th generation laboratory test with blood from vein.

That came in also negative. And as I read, at 4 weeks a 4th generation test is almost conclusive.

But, you guessed it… The fear kicked again. So today, at at the 34th day, i had another 4th generation test that also game back negative.

What I want to ask you is this. Should I continue my HIV terror and put my self in this ‘dangerous’ area and then go an test again?

Or should I say this is enough, those test I made are conclusive, don’t think again for a new test and live a happily non HIV life?

Thanks in advance.