Hello. I recently met with a guy and we did some kissing and he blew me a little. I didnt have any sores or wounds in my mouth nor on my penis and i know that saliva kills the HIV virus but im still not at peace. I dont have bleeding gums or other sti since i dont have any symptoms. I am educated on the topic and know that i cant have caught it, but my panicked brain creates these imaginary and fake scenarios and cant stop thinking that i got it somehow. There wasnt an ejaculation.