MY LIFE IS ABOUT TO END!!!

Good evening to everyone on this forum. I am a 31 year old young man. I had sexual intercourse with a sex worker on November 17, 2024. 2-3-4 days after exposure, I started having a runny nose, mild sore throat (sore throat went away and came back), mild pain in my mouth (also went away and came back), Mild fever with mild headache (started today, January 22, 2025) 😭

I have some pimples on my chest and some rashes on my leg, but the one on my leg is gone and only the one on my chest is left. I have no warts, no loss of appetite/weight, no diarrhea, no night sweats.

I feel weak too, but I don't know if it's because of my job. I work 10 hours every day and I feel weak after work. I don't know if my lymph nodes are swollen or not. People don't notice it even when I look in the mirror, but I can feel it when I touch them with my hand.

I am very scared for my life. I know that the only way to know your status is to get tested, but I don't have the courage yet, that's why I'm creating this thread to receive words of encouragement from people. I contacted the lady and she told me that she didn't have any illness, but I don't know if she's telling the truth or not. I will kill myself if something goes wrong in my life. I am sad because I have been without sex for up to 2 years, I tried for the first time after two years and this happened. I don't know what to do from now on. I don't know how I feel but I am sure my body system is fighting something. Any advice from anyone would be appreciated.