I am glad you are reaching out. I imagine you are in a very difficult situation in UAE and I feel concerned for you. I do not know any of the agencies that provide discreet test kits and/or medication through the mail well enough to know if they are safe for you in your particular situation, but it may be one place to begin your search. I hope if anyone else has more information specific to UAE, they will chime in here - Liz (Team Member)