Oral sex...Accidental cum in mouth, worried about hiv. I received a small amount of semen when I went down on a guy cum without telling me. I spat instantly but now...reactions7replies
Family Is Love...Family is love. It is a sense of great loyalty for the people in your life that you cherish. Family stands by who you are, the way you live, supporting...reactions5comments
36 Years POS and Counting...Being positive for 36 years has been a bittersweet love affair with HIV. I'm very fortunate to still being alive and living with and not dying from it. Like so...reactions5comments
My Pride Remembrance & Reflection, Part 2...Editor's note: In part 1, Steven shared how the LGBTQIA community supported him after coming out as gay to his family. In this piece, he reflects on the positive impact...reactions1comment
Minutes with Jah: I Got My COVID-19 Vaccine...In this episode of Minutes with Jah, I will be talking about my experience of taking the COVID-19 vaccine. I'll also share more about why I decided to take the...reactions1comment
Confused over my results...Hie everyone, after my wife tested positive to HIV, I am stressed and confused because of fear on contracting the virus, I tested 3 times with rapid test and my...reactions3replies
Dealing with Sick Others While Weak Immune System...While I have technically been living with HIV/AIDs since 2018, I have not REALLY lived. My t-cell count was 35. I isolated myself for the most because I could not...reactions7repliesHealthcare TeamFriends & FamilyTips & Advice
Very stupid question because I'm a bit paranoid...I had sex with a sex worker and I'm worried she has hiv. We used a condom but I'm worried she poked a hole in the condom. Do I have...reactions3repliesTestingSleepSymptoms
My Pride Remembrance & Reflection, Part 1...With everything that has been going on in the world lately, one thing that I did not realize was that we are approaching Pride month. Since I work in the...reactions2comments
Types of Painful Conditions Associated With HIV...Learning about being HIV-positive can be difficult enough. Realizing that there are many types of pain that people with HIV might endure can be even more unsettling. The source of...reactions3comments
40 Year Survivor...I am one of the very few long-term survivors of Lexington, Kentucky. I am the only 40-year survivor in my county. I have been married to my HIV- man for...reactions4comments
Dear Diary [4.30.21]...Well, he’s back. An ex-boyfriend has snuck his way back into my life, and he’s pulling on my heartstrings. I find myself latching on to his movements and, more special...reactions3comments
Gave A unprotected Blowjob to a trans sex worker, what is my risk??...HI, About 12 days ago I had an encounter with a trans sex worker. I gave her a unprotected blowjob for close to 45 minutes and then she returned the...reactions3replies
Eating Healthy Without Breaking the Bank!...Many people living with HIV change their diets as a way to adopt healthier habits. Fueling your body the right way can greatly affect your overall health. Although many of...reactions1comment
Happy Anniversary..."We are more than the cautionary tale. We are beings and vessels that seek and desire dignity, pleasure, freedom in who we are before our diagnosis." I learned this from...reactions1comment
Proud...The first time I heard the word homosexuality, it was said with disdain. It was a Sunday morning, and it came from a man behind a pulpit whose bigotry was...reactionscomments
Tips: What Not to Say to Someone Who Shares Their HIV Status...Someone close to you has just disclosed their status - how do you respond? In this video, Davina shares some tips on what not to say to someone who shares...reactions4comments
My wife tested positive and i tested negative...I have been living with my wife for 6 months, today we went for testing and she tested positive and me negative. Does it mean i will seroconvert in future...reactions8replies
Take the Person Before Patient Survey...The Person Before Patient Survey is now closed. Thank you for your interest! What makes us the people we are? Living with a serious health condition like HIV can mean...reactionscomments
First timer woes...Hello i had decided to go to a freelance massuesse to pop my virginity. However my intention to have sex was quickly thrown out the window when i saw the...reactions2replies
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